toptopia:

Still Alive 

*I’m still alive, I’m still alive, I’m still alive
Though I seem like I’m dying, I won’t die 
From the eyes of the world, I won’t hide 
Though I fall endlessly, I’m alive  
I have nothing more to lose
Leaving the past behind, jump out 
Because the sight of myself plunging is so beautiful,  
Because I now throw myself into the sky, Because I’m free,
I’m alive. At least just for this moment, I’m still alive. 
I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive; I’m livin’ that I’m livin’ that good life.
I’m still alive I’m still alive I’m still alive; We’re livin’ that we’re livin’ that good life.  

The girl that loved me looks miserable 
She hides, Scared of the public
Too much pity and too much cheers, and I feel unstable 
I think about death and it’s a painful night

All that’s left of my youth are juts pictures
My youth is nothing but a decoration for others 
My sentiments get power from the souls 
I’ve seen the future that you’ve never seen 

The melody of my life is lead by ME
And I enjoy the mounting heat towards climax 
The girls who are (still) “crazy” for me are the smart ones 
Inferiority complex? That’s because I’m over your head.

Even if everyone leaves,
even if everyone turns their backs on me,
you sympathize with me
at my pitiful sight

The world told me that I couldn’t be
but I who cried then am the one with the smile. 

*repeat

A sigh of pity replaces the applauding screams that disappeared without a trace. In this age of sentimentality, my apologies and regrets are supposedly a devil’s broadcast scarier than the mass brainwash into worshiping (the corrupted politicians, maybe).

Don’t assume things. 
I may look like I’m dying but I won’t die. I won’t hide from the eyes of the others. 
The fingers pointed at me only prove that I’m something big 
Disappointment and expectations, they are the reasons.
I am in and out of peoples’ words and all that waits for me is a tomb. 

Even if everyone leaves,
even if everyone turns their backs on me,
you sympathize with me
at my pitiful sight

The world told me that I couldn’t be
but I who cried then am the one with the smile. 

*repeat